The Complete Recollection:

Tegan And Sara The Complete Recollection: Lyrics
1.Divided

Go downtown to catch the early movie
The shows are cheaper
They don't mind if you put your feet up
She's out on the highway
She's got a homemade sign it says
Go ahead try to figure out
What my future looks like
I don't want to live my life like a story
Always thinkin I could've been something
Don't run along side and control me
Just film away and let me be
At ease I, I feel fine
I'll go on, I move on
There's something so divided
Don't worry about me I'll be fine
Don't live your life for me or for anyone
Live your life as if you're one
Live your life as if you're one
And find quiet, it's awful quiet
How can you be mad we just got started?
I want to shave my head
Lie in bed all day long
How can you be mad we just got started?
Live your life as if you're one
At ease I, I feel fine
I'll go on, I move on
Don't live your life like a movie
Always thinkin you could've been something
Don't live your life for me or for anyone
You live your life as if you're one
You live your life as if you're one
Find quiet it's awful quiet
Find quiet


2.Our Trees

There is mass confusion in the forest
I heard it on the radio
And they're bringing in some guy
And he is gonna go on
About all the things he don't know
And there's some girl in the background
Screaming something about missing trees
And I'm wondering
Where did they go?
No lines on the highway no passing they say
No green to my left and no green to my right
And the man behind the axe
Always gets a full meal
Cause green never puts up much of a fight
So here's some helpful hints
Some breath assured pints
Full of beautiful grace so we steal their space
And death comes quickly
So we pull up to our double car garage hideaways
And we start to say
Where did all the trees go?
They moved across the street to grow
Where did all the trees go?
Does anyone know?
Where did all the lights come from
They say you're big before you're small
I'm sure glad I don't know it all
If the trees could be lions
Would they still fall and be tagged
Would they refuse to surrender, refuse to be gagged?
If the trees had a mother and a father like mine
Would they stand up say praise the trees
The trees will be fine
Wake me up from this dream and tell me
Things aren't as bad as they seem
And tell me is it so not cool to say
Who will save the trees
Will it be me


3.Come On

You've got your lights turned so they can see you
The very best of what you've got to offer
Tell them what your hands were made for
Tell them who your mouth was made for
You've got your profits and your mathematicians
The vocal fuel of a generation
Tell me what my hands were made for
Tell me who my mouth was made for
And please don't be mad at me
You'll get what you ask for
Come on come on come on
So very close to what you had expected
It makes it hard to keep my head up level
Tell me I'm what your hands were made for
Tell me I'm who your mouth was made for
And if you come down on me
Well you'll get what you ask for
Come on come on come on
I, I want to get myself back
High, I want to get myself back.
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight.
And all of the things that you promised me that you'd be
now your hands are tired.
But I was nice, yeah I was nice, but I, I give my life
for one night, one night, one night.
I will not give up, I will not give up, I will not give up.
what do you know? What do you know? What do you know? ohh.
What do you know? ohh.
Come on, Come on, Come on, Come on, Come on, Come on
Come, on, Come on, Come on, Come on, Come on.


4.Freedom

Shoulders of perfection
Let them drag you straight across
And tell me
Have we found perfection
Are we finally lost and
I'm staring from a distance
Why don't you come get a closer look
I can guarantee that lickin' the package
Ain't ever quite as good as
So they're looking for a new face
With a voice to go along
I can tell you right now that ain't my style
I don't do no sing alongs
With my freedom from the mighty sky to the ground
She said you've got the freedom baby
Walk out if they drag you down
Standin' on the edge of a crisis
We decide to raise our own voices
Consider that the sounds is our own
And the fact our feet grow up from the ground
This is where I wanna be
This is who I wanna be
So they get my voice
But they can they can never get my soul yes
There's a million things about me
You will never know
Like they caught me on video
And yeah they caught me on radio yeah
They caught me on video radio stereo
Freedom from the mighty sky to the ground
She said you've got the freedom to walk out
If you drag me down
You've got the freedom baby to walk out
If they drag you down
If they drag you
If they drag you
Walk out


5.Proud

Freedom and blood
I make my mark and fight for tomorrow
Finally I've got something
Something I can raise my voice for
Fine tell them who you really want
Fine well you'll get yours and I'll get mine
Proud
I'm proud to be proud to see
They said proud
I'm proud to be proud to be me
They said tell me oh you've got to tell me
Freedom's rough
So we take our stand and fight for tomorrow
Finally we got something
Something we can bring down the house with
Fine tell them who you think you are
Fine tell them fine is what you are
And when you finally figure out what it is you need
You better think of me
No no no no
When I get up
I feel the rhythm in my fingers
I get up - I hear the rhythm in my laughter
Take a second look
You might find that I am stronger
Take a second look
You might find that you are stronger
Imagination inspiration
It's only fair that I tell you
I plan on leaving here tonight with my pride
It gets me every time
With my pride
I'm proud to be I'm proud to be me


6.More For Me

Had a bad day
As bad as they come
Time to get a real job
You gotta stop having fun
So I got a real job
I'm working nine to nine
I'm making five bucks an hour
'til the day I die
Got a straw inside of me
And it's filled just fine
Got a straw inside of me
With the strongest wine
Well I'm one third passion
And I'm two thirds pride
Said I used to have a life once
He said I used to like your smile once
Singing silence to the world
But the stars kept marching
He said silence to everyone
I said I'm still talking
Have you got some more deep inside of you
I'll always have more for me
I take a little more for me baby
I got a picture of the way
The world has summed me up
If I could have one wish
I sure wish that I had never grown up
I got a picture of the way I looked
When I was three
I came out laughing screaming dancing
I used to be free spirited
Now I'm just free of sleep
I got a burning passion in my throat
I got a burning passion inside me
I got a job that wastes my time and gift
I got a life that needs a serious lift
And all the things I wanted
Yes all the things I want
Go on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Well I go on
Silence to the world
But the stars keep marching
Silence to everyone
But I kept talking
Have you got some more deep inside of you
Yes I'll always have more more me
He says all the things I want they go
So I, I take a little more for me


7.Hype

One time in your life
You've got the route in hand
But the map is stuck
They said it's not your fault
The tires are tired the camera moves
And your driver's been pulled
And I, I have always felt this
And I, I could never hear it
So I turned it up
And turned it on
And turned it down
Always the volume always the words
Review the press and tell it like it is
Your life is hype, your love is hype
And I will clench my own fist
And I will always wait
There's more there's more than blood
That beats through my heart
My hands my feet
Stuck between my tongue and my teeth
We don't know so we wait for tomorrow
We don't know so we wait for tomorrow
We don't know so we only go forward
Two times in your life
You will trace the edge
Sink your toes in
Review my press and tell it like it is
My life is hype my love is hype
And I, I will clench my own fist
And I, I will always wait
I'd wait up all night for you


8.Clever Meals

They aren't desperate for love and affection
No, they're desperate for you
And as you sit out there all sly and sure
I wonder, does anyone think as strongly as you do
I'm quite sure we'll find one another
In a place better than this
A time filled with us
Yeah, we'll send up our shooting stars and comets
Yes, we'll make our little gestures
We'll make our little comments
This song is my anthem and it makes up my ideals
And who I am
Has benefitted from
All my cleverly planned meals
I'm stripped and vital
And I see rules that almost fit
And if I voice my opinion
Will you stay and sit
And as I stand here screaming in despair
I say yes this is my life
And yes you should care
This song is my anthem and it makes up my ideals
And who I am has benefitted from
All my cleverly planned meals
Hardly happy at all
And I'm ready to take the fall
We pay for the stupid things
We've done where we come from
Can you sit through this
Or is it gonna be too deep
Will you ever use common sense
It comes pretty cheap
And if I speak more clearly
If I make more sense
Will you just shut your mouth
You won't come across quite so dense
And so close your eyes
Free your mind, you're free to fly
Close your eyes
I free my mind, I'm free to fly
I said close your eyes
And may you free your mind,
You're free to fly
She said close your eyes
Free your mind, free to fly
Close your eyes
Close your eyes, and I will free your mind
You're free to fly
This song is my anthem and it makes up my ideals
And who I am has benefited from
All my cleverly planned meals,
All my cleverly planned meals


9.This Is Everything

Climbed up on the rainbow
Just to see if I'd fall off
I'm a frosted lemon coward
And I don't know how
No don't know to hold you
Without shaking
No I'm not aware of how
I could possibly love you
Without aching
Yes I give you everything
Yes I give you anything
I gave you everything
Gotta watch myself
I've gotta love myself
And take care
And so keep the light on before
Ya hop into bed
Cos, baby, this is the last
Honest look I'll ever give
I saved up all my sunshine
Just to see you more clear
I'm a little short on solar
And I haven't given in
No I'm going to hold you anyway
And I'll do it without shaking
Yes I'll love you always
And I'll do it without aching
Yes I'd give you anything
Yes I'd give you anything
I gave you everything
Gotta watch myself
I've gotta love myself
And take care
And so keep the light on before
Ya hop into bed
Cos, baby, this is the last
Honest look I'll ever give
I give you everything
I give you anything
I gave you everything
Gotta watch my self
I've gotta love myself
And take care
Yeah
Gave you
I gave you
I gave you everything
So I've gotta watch myself
And love myself
And take care
This is your last look
This is your last look
This is your last look
Yeah this is your last look
This is your last look
This is your last look
And so keep the light on before
Ya hop into bed
Cos, baby, this is the last
Honest look I'll ever give


10.Heavy

An angel kissed my strings
While I slept last night
And her rhythm broke my hunger
And I died a little less
Well I just want to get some
Get some while I'm still tall
Oh, let's tell the world we're unheard
We're unsure
We're unstop
We're unstoppable
Oh let's tell the girls to be strong
To be sure
To be heard
We want to be heard
And you're all
You're all I want
Yeah you're all I want
So tell me, tell me, tell me,
Tell me, tell me where have you been?
Well an angel kissed my hands
While I slept last night
And when I woke up this morning
God, I missed you something fierce
I just want to get some
Get some while I'm still tall
Oh, let's tell the world we're unheard
We're unsure
We're unstop
We're unstoppable
Oh let's tell the girls to be strong
To be sure
To be heard
We want to be heard
And you're all
You're all I want
Yeah you're all I want
So tell me, tell me, tell me,
Tell me, tell me where have you been?
Fashion isn't dead
No it's just inside out
It's just inside out
She says she needs a priest
Wants to get closer to God
I say all I need's a ladder
I want to touch your sky
You want it all
Do you want it all?
Do you want me all?
Do you want it all?
And you're heavy in my heart
You're heavy in my hands
You're heavy in my mouth
Yes you're heavy in my day
You're heavy in my songs
You're heavy in light
And you're all that I want
Yeah you're all that I want
And you're all that I want
God you're all that I want
Oh, you're all I want


11.Welcome Home

The sun's rays don't bother me
No they cast down such a wonderful heat
Masking beauty
By a terrible fate
If you fly to close and then you turn too late
The night still confuses me
We'd all get tired and have to sleep eventually
Regardless of the sun's demands
Regardless if it made much sense
You moved so far that I know how far
And then you got so sad that I, I bought a car
Yes I'll come get you
And I will bring you home
I'll come get you
And I will bring you home
He sat me down
He said he was incomplete
He thinks true love's gonna get him back on his feet
He said you only find love once in your life
So I guess when you find it
You're gonna hold it right
You'll hold it right
It makes no sense
Cos there's no sense in it at all
We all wait around
We wait for you to get tired and fall
As your shadow it resumes in me
Yes your shadow it was made for me
She speaks clearly
He speaks loudly
I speak only clearly loudly
Yes she speaks clearly
He speaks loudly
I speak only clearly loudly
Yeah my shadow well it resumes with me
Yes my shadow well it was made for me
She told me love will come once in your life
So I guess when you find it
You're gonna hold it right
You're gonna hold it right
You hold it right
You moved so far that I knew exactly how far
And then you got so sad that I, I bought a car
Yes I'll come get you
And I will bring you home
I'll come get you
And I will bring you home
I'll come get you
And I'll say
Welcome home


12.Superstar

Dignified in what she does
When she sings the smile that she brings
To all of you unaware of what's to come
I said tell me what's to come
Green is the color of my envy
It's the color of fame
So I'm gonna write it down to scream it out
And I'm never gonna be the same again
Fear is the color you've all exposed
Now I gotta get up here
And prove the importance
Of my clothes of my pose I suppose again
Hard core superstar
By far you're the ultimate star
Do you wanna be a superstar
Well that's what you are
You're gonna be a star
Do you wanna be a superstar?
Clever in what she does
Competing for the attention
Of those people that you know
My whole life revolves around your absence
Until I can't remember
What I was, what I am, what I know
Or where I go. (Go.)
Every moment was that moment
Every day was that day
Every second was that second
And I've lost myself again
Soon my face will be on every magazine
And then my voice
Will be on every frequency
Take my heart while you're at it why don't you
Sign me up to sell me out
I and my angel 'til death I do
I saw my first angel
And it was you


13.Bye!!

okay you found me out
beyond without a doubt
your lie is safe with me

a friend I'm sure you are
and on this day so far
fallen hundred seas

hello!
its where I've been so goodbye
goodbye goodbye goodbye
hello!
its you and me so goodbye
goodbye goodbye goodye

Im in the army of
'sell out, shut up, go home'
make some money baby when you're dead and gone
When you're dead When you're dead When you're dead When you're
dead and gone

I keep this between
between you and me
just don't whisper
nothing's going on
between this and that
I figure out a lot
I wish that more was going on

hello!
its where I've been so goodbye
goodbye goodbye goodbye
hello!
its you and me so goodbye
goodbye goodbye goobye

Im in the army of
'sell out, shut up, go home'
make some money baby when you're dead and gone
When you're dead When you're dead When you're dead When you're
dead and gone

Im in the army of
'sell out, shut up, go home'
make some money baby when you're dead and gone

Im in the army of
'sell out, shut up, go home'
make some money cuz I'm bored

she's singing on her own
and on her own she sings
she's found a place to sleep
and she invites me in

nothing more and nothing less
you love them all
so leave the rest to me

goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
oh me
so goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye

Im in the army of
'sell out, shut up, go home'
make some money when you're dead and gone
When you're dead When you're dead When you're dead When you're
dead and gone

okay you found me out
beyond without a doubt
your lie is safe with
your lie is safe with me


14.The First

Stand up sit down baby
Gonna be a formal dress down hey day
We decide why not go downtown
How about you and me we go get wasted
You'll have, you'll have to excuse me
Please please, please excuse me
You'll have, you'll have to excuse me
This will be my first time
By definition from grade school to English 30
We quietly become strong so early
Take it or leave it
They can't believe it
They go from kindergarten to killing sprees
They go from heartache to inner peace
100 foot ceilings 100 percent deceit
He said let's leave this between you and me
My cats watch my stuff leave my house
Between you and me the cat burglars are
What did you see what did you steal
Tell me baby how does it feel
Yeah how do you feel
It's a top ten list of
Things that move me the most
It's a top ten list of
Things that bother me the most
A top ten list of
Things that scare me the most
I'd have to say that the future
Wasting time in the fast food line
I decide to walk the fine line
And celebrate life celebrate death
I choose to celebrate the first
I celebrate the first
We decide to go out walking
The whole time that we're talking
Convinced that we're living
The whole time that we're dying
We decide to go out walking
The whole time that you're talking
Convinced that you're living
Whole time that I'm dying
Keeps me on my toes
Where did the time go
You keep me on my toes
Where did the time go
On the edge of town where the gravel's thin
They're gonna wear you down
Until you're thin and tired tired tired
Of wasting time in the fast food line
I decide to walk the fine line
And celebrate life celebrate death
I choose to celebrate
The first to come the first to go
The first to say yes the first to say no
I'm gonna seize this moment
The first to come the first to go
The first to say yes the first to say no
We decide to go out walking
The whole time that we're talking
Convinced that we're living
Whole time that we're dying
Keeps me on my toes
Where did the time go, yeah
Keeps me on my toes
Where did the time go
You keep me on my toes
Where did the time go
You keep me on my toes
You keep me on my toes
You keep me on my toes


15.Proud

Freedom and blood
I make my mark and fight for tomorrow
Finally I've got something
Something I can raise my voice for
Fine tell them who you really want
Fine well you'll get yours and I'll get mine
Proud
I'm proud to be proud to see
They said proud
I'm proud to be proud to be me
They said tell me oh you've got to tell me
Freedom's rough
So we take our stand and fight for tomorrow
Finally we got something
Something we can bring down the house with
Fine tell them who you think you are
Fine tell them fine is what you are
And when you finally figure out what it is you need
You better think of me
No no no no
When I get up
I feel the rhythm in my fingers
I get up - I hear the rhythm in my laughter
Take a second look
You might find that I am stronger
Take a second look
You might find that you are stronger
Imagination inspiration
It's only fair that I tell you
I plan on leaving here tonight with my pride
It gets me every time
With my pride
I'm proud to be I'm proud to be me


16.Frozen

It's not far to go it's not far at all
It's not far to go you're not far at all
Pools out back waters so cold
There's not much said that I don't know
The difference between frozen hands and feet
You come right out and you ask me
Nobody ever asks me
In the pool out back water to my chest
Towel lying in the grass
It looks a lot worse than it seems
But you know baby that's just me
We can only hope that it might be me
It's not far to go you're not far at all
And darlin darlin darlin darlin yeah
Looking for a laugh wanna stop back
When you're done whining
And taking things back
I'll be there as always feet submerged
And probably frozen
We can only hope that I'll be frozen
Enough of that as if I care as if I need to know
Like I was there
But if I was you just call my name call my name
And I'll be there if you call my name
You know I'll be there
Imagine you're so far away no matter what you do
No matter what you say
You couldn't stop the world for a moment
In the middle of good-bye
You stop in to say hi is it all right if I say hi
It's not far to go it's not far at all


17.Hype

One time in your life
You've got the route in hand
But the map is stuck
They said it's not your fault
The tires are tired the camera moves
And your driver's been pulled
And I, I have always felt this
And I, I could never hear it
So I turned it up
And turned it on
And turned it down
Always the volume always the words
Review the press and tell it like it is
Your life is hype, your love is hype
And I will clench my own fist
And I will always wait
There's more there's more than blood
That beats through my heart
My hands my feet
Stuck between my tongue and my teeth
We don't know so we wait for tomorrow
We don't know so we wait for tomorrow
We don't know so we only go forward
Two times in your life
You will trace the edge
Sink your toes in
Review my press and tell it like it is
My life is hype my love is hype
And I, I will clench my own fist
And I, I will always wait
I'd wait up all night for you


18.My Number

Showers pounding out a new beat
I trade my old shoes for new feet
I grab a new seat
I don't like the one I got
The fabric's wearing through
And it's wearing me out
You're wearing me down
Watching old baseball games
And low budget telethons
Ain't like watching you yourself
When you yourself is on
Got time to wander to waste and to whine
But when it comes to you
It seems like I just can't find the time
So watch your head and then watch the ground
It's a silly time to learn to swim
When you start to drown
It's a silly time to learn to swim
On the way down
If I gave you my number
Would it still be the same
If I saved you from drowning
Promise me you'll never go away
Promise me you'll always stay
Closed down the last local zoo
I'm gonna win the endless war
Over who kills the last koala bear
And who in death will love him more and I
He grabs me by the hand
Drags me to the shore and says
Maybe you don't love me
But you'll grow to love me even more
And I well I'm not surprised


19.All You Got

Here the lights fall just as hard
A bit softer in the stall
It's not really wrong
It's not really right
I'm wide awake
She's upfront upshot
Upstart up in every case
The kind of girl that whispers
Thank god for you
Oh yeah all you got is me
Oh yeah all you need is me
Her confusion is in the night that I stumbled
It's in the morning that I that I struggled
Because I start to forget
But she will always remember
The kind of girl who laughs and says
Get up off your knees
Oh yeah all you need is me
Oh yeah all you want is me
So you come and so you go
Tell me how hard how fast
Baby tell me how high I must go
Tell me what you want
And tell me what you need
Tell me how hard how fast
Baby how high I must go
Oh yeah well all you'll get is me
This is the time of my life


20.Freedom

Shoulders of perfection
Let them drag you straight across
And tell me
Have we found perfection
Are we finally lost and
I'm staring from a distance
Why don't you come get a closer look
I can guarantee that lickin' the package
Ain't ever quite as good as
So they're looking for a new face
With a voice to go along
I can tell you right now that ain't my style
I don't do no sing alongs
With my freedom from the mighty sky to the ground
She said you've got the freedom baby
Walk out if they drag you down
Standin' on the edge of a crisis
We decide to raise our own voices
Consider that the sounds is our own
And the fact our feet grow up from the ground
This is where I wanna be
This is who I wanna be
So they get my voice
But they can they can never get my soul yes
There's a million things about me
You will never know
Like they caught me on video
And yeah they caught me on radio yeah
They caught me on video radio stereo
Freedom from the mighty sky to the ground
She said you've got the freedom to walk out
If you drag me down
You've got the freedom baby to walk out
If they drag you down
If they drag you
If they drag you
Walk out


21.Not With You

I can't believe I've let you in
And now here I am
Telling you that I'm suffocating in here
Just like the drugs you are keeping me
I felt shark teeth underneath my socks
Before I lost much blood
Around this world will I be enough?
From the liquor stores
To the train stop floors
Your filthy room your drama blues
I am nothing if I'm not with you
I'm always right always wrong
Dressing bad is like loving you
There is nothing I haven't worn
Nothing I haven't said before
Your fluid is thick against my sheets
When you look at me
Oh so angry I know it's true
My strength has come from loving you
Behavior I just can't grow into
So you fake and you flaw
For your cops and your cause
It makes no difference to me
It's love that you stole, that you stole
From the liquor stores
To the train stop floors
Your filthy room your drama blues
I am nothing if I'm not with you
I'm always right always wrong
Dressing bad is like loving you
There is nothing I haven't worn
Nothing I haven't said before so here I am
Around this world will I be enough?
This is nothing I haven't said before
You are nothing I haven't felt before


22.More For Me

Had a bad day
As bad as they come
Time to get a real job
You gotta stop having fun
So I got a real job
I'm working nine to nine
I'm making five bucks an hour
'til the day I die
Got a straw inside of me
And it's filled just fine
Got a straw inside of me
With the strongest wine
Well I'm one third passion
And I'm two thirds pride
Said I used to have a life once
He said I used to like your smile once
Singing silence to the world
But the stars kept marching
He said silence to everyone
I said I'm still talking
Have you got some more deep inside of you
I'll always have more for me
I take a little more for me baby
I got a picture of the way
The world has summed me up
If I could have one wish
I sure wish that I had never grown up
I got a picture of the way I looked
When I was three
I came out laughing screaming dancing
I used to be free spirited
Now I'm just free of sleep
I got a burning passion in my throat
I got a burning passion inside me
I got a job that wastes my time and gift
I got a life that needs a serious lift
And all the things I wanted
Yes all the things I want
Go on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
Well I go on
Silence to the world
But the stars keep marching
Silence to everyone
But I kept talking
Have you got some more deep inside of you
Yes I'll always have more more me
He says all the things I want they go
So I, I take a little more for me


23.Come On

You've got your lights turned so they can see you
The very best of what you've got to offer
Tell them what your hands were made for
Tell them who your mouth was made for
You've got your profits and your mathematicians
The vocal fuel of a generation
Tell me what my hands were made for
Tell me who my mouth was made for
And please don't be mad at me
You'll get what you ask for
Come on come on come on
So very close to what you had expected
It makes it hard to keep my head up level
Tell me I'm what your hands were made for
Tell me I'm who your mouth was made for
And if you come down on me
Well you'll get what you ask for
Come on come on come on
I, I want to get myself back
High, I want to get myself back.
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight.
And all of the things that you promised me that you'd be
now your hands are tired.
But I was nice, yeah I was nice, but I, I give my life
for one night, one night, one night.
I will not give up, I will not give up, I will not give up.
what do you know? What do you know? What do you know? ohh.
What do you know? ohh.
Come on, Come on, Come on, Come on, Come on, Come on
Come, on, Come on, Come on, Come on, Come on.


24.Superstar

Dignified in what she does
When she sings the smile that she brings
To all of you unaware of what's to come
I said tell me what's to come
Green is the color of my envy
It's the color of fame
So I'm gonna write it down to scream it out
And I'm never gonna be the same again
Fear is the color you've all exposed
Now I gotta get up here
And prove the importance
Of my clothes of my pose I suppose again
Hard core superstar
By far you're the ultimate star
Do you wanna be a superstar
Well that's what you are
You're gonna be a star
Do you wanna be a superstar?
Clever in what she does
Competing for the attention
Of those people that you know
My whole life revolves around your absence
Until I can't remember
What I was, what I am, what I know
Or where I go. (Go.)
Every moment was that moment
Every day was that day
Every second was that second
And I've lost myself again
Soon my face will be on every magazine
And then my voice
Will be on every frequency
Take my heart while you're at it why don't you
Sign me up to sell me out
I and my angel 'til death I do
I saw my first angel
And it was you


25.Time Running

I could see you ten or twelve times a day
I think it's best we do it your therapist's way
I grow my hair long and wear big coats, yeah
I get so lovesick my sad thoughts float
The time you've got me running
News broke today so we're not talking
I think it's best we do a little bit of stopping
I want a house on a beach and you in my dreams
I need water, yeah, and a love love love love
The time you've got me running
The time
You've got me tired
Well I've got more for the world than this
(I've got more)
And I've got love that I need to give
(I've got more)
And I've got more for the world than this
(I've got more)
And I've got love that I need to give
(ahhhhh)
News broke today so we're not talking
I think it's best we do a little bit of stopping
I want a house on a beach and you in my dreams
I need water, yeah, and a love love love love
The time you've got me running
The time you've got me running
The time you've got me running
The time you've got me running


26.You Went Away

You went away
Cos you said that you can't stand me
So I went away
I was sure that you can't stand me
Well I don't think we have to be like this forever
Is there more to life than love and being together?
You went away
Cos you said you couldn't love me
And I went away
Cos all I do is love you
Well I don't think we have to be like this forever
There's more to life than love and being together
When my loud guitar comes in
When my thumpin' drums come through
When my loud guitar comes in
When my thumpin' drums come through
My loud guitar comes in
My thumpin' drums come through
Well I don't think we have to be like this forever
There's more to life than love and being together
There's more to life than love and being together
Is there more to life than love and being together?
I went away


27.Monday Monday Monday

This week or last week
I don't really care about it anymore
I write myself this later
I tell myself you let me go
Without me
Oh what's wrong with you
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Your house or mine
I don't really care about it anymore
I close my eyes
I make myself unhappy so you'll go
Without me
Oh what's wrong with you
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Oh, and I
I say damn your mood swings
Damn your mood swings
Oh, and I
I say damn your moodswings
Damn your mood swings
I'm calling out
I don't really care for your city anymore
I spend the night
I lay awake and miss you when you go
Without me
Oh what's wrong with you
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Oh, and I
I say damn your mood swings
Oh, and I
I say damn your moodswings
Damn your mood swings
Oh, and I
I say damn your mood swings
Damn your mood swings
Oh, and I
I say damn your moodswings
Damn your mood swings


28.City Girl

I cried so hard that you pushed me
Further away
I screamed so loud you called the
Police on me
I got so city girl on you
I get so sad that
Sad gets to be
So scared that all my feelings
They up and leave me
I got so city girl on you
I go so crazy I
Don't know what to do
Ooh, ooh
I look so long
I get obvious
I look so hard
I look obvious
I work so much
I miss the sun shine away
I sleep so little
Watch the stars fade into day
I get so city girl on you
I go so crazy I
Don't know what to do
Ooh, ooh
I get uncertain from this
I'll be perfect from now on
But all my promises
They're out the window once you're gone
You pack your bags
You say I love you but I cannot stay
So I started smoking
Thought the signals
Would scare your wolves away
I got so city girl on you
I went so crazy I
Didn't know what to do
I got so city girl on you
I went so crazy I
Didn't know what to do
Ooh, ooh
I cried so hard that you pushed me
Further away
I screamed so loud you called the
Police on me
You pack your bags
You say I love you but I cannot stay
So I started smoking
Thought the signals
Would scare your wolves away
I got so city girl on you
I went so crazy I
Didn't know what to do
I got so city girl on you
I went so crazy I
Didn't know what to do
Ooh


29.Not Tonight

Love pull your sore ribs in
I will pull your tangles out
In the back of your car I feel like
I have traveled nowhere
What will bring me home
What will make me stay, stay
What will bring me home
What will make me stay, stay
I don't know
I don't know, ooh
I don't know,
I don't know, ooh
Everything in my body says not tonight
Everything in my body says no
Everything in my body says not tonight
Everything in my body says no
What will bring me home
What will make me stay, stay
What will bring me home
What will make me stay, stay
Well I don't know
I don't know
I don't know,ooh
I don't know
I don't know, ooh


30.Underwater

Underwater I wrote drowning
I use to be such good good swimmer
But for now my head is in the clouds
I'm a silly love song
A twisted elbow crush song
I would go to jail with only boys
Just to prove I was as tough as you
And when I get out for good behavior
I'll be writing love songs
Silly banging knee songs
I'm a car crash
But I have to get up
And every morning it's a cleanup
All I need is time, time to love you
The forecast is grey
But we're staying inside
You must live close
I've seen you drive by
I left signs on the lawn
Where have they gone?
Did you take them to tease me
To follow or lead me?
You're a silly love song
A verse chorus and such
Some silly love song
A verse chorus and such
I'm a car crash
But I have to get up
And every morning it's a cleanup
All I need is time, time to love you
All I need is time, all I need is time
All I need is time, time to love you
All I need is time, all I need is time
All I need is time, time to love you
All I need is time, time to love you
Time to love you


31.I Hear Noises

I am disappointed
Every morning that I wake up
And I am disappointed by the feeling
Of waking up next to you
You call me up, let me know that
That my sick guilt's
So unwelcome
It's so unwelcome yeah
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness in your voice
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness inside you
My health is failing me
So I flip on the television
And watch sad movies
And look for sad sick people like me
Call me up, and let me know that
That my sick guilt is so unwelcome
I'm so unwelcome I'm so unwelcome
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness in your voice
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness inside you
You could go
We could go
Through the front door
You coould go
We go in through the front door
We could go
We go in through the front door
We could go
I come in through the front door
Through the front door
And the pills they will not
Will not will not will not let me go
And I will not will not
Will not let you drink yourself alone
Call me up and let me know that
That my sick guilt is so unwelcome
You're so unwelcome you're so unwelcome
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness in your voice
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness inside you
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness inside you
I hear sadness inside you


32.Living Room

My windows look into your living room
Where I spend the afternoon on top of you
I wonder what it is
That I did to make you move in
Across away from me
I hope I never figure out
Who broke your heart
And if I do, if I do
I'd spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
Well I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
My windows look into your bathroom
Where I spend the evening watching
You get yourself clean
And I wonder why it is
That they left this bathroom so unclean
So unlike me
I hope I never figure out
Who broke your heart
And if I do, if I do
I'd spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
I'd spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
If I spend the night then I lose my mind
Well I hope I never figure out
Who broke your heart
And baby if I do
Well I hope I never figure out
Who broke your heart
Baby if I do
Well I'd spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
If I spend the night then I lose my mind
Spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
If I spend the night then I lose my mind
Spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
If I spend the night then I lose my mind


33.Terrible Storm

There was a terrible storm
And you were wearing all our coats
In the back of this car
I feel like I have traveled nowhere
We buried in the snow
I kept warm inside of your clothes
You swore that nothing would ever change
The way we were right then
It was a colder at night
Bought a hotel I
I thought you would never
Find another
Love again
Oh but you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
There was a terrible storm
And you were wearing all our coats
In the back of this car
I feel like I have traveled nowhere
We buried in the snow
I kept warm inside of your clothes
You swore that nothing would ever change
The way we were right then
It was a colder night
Bought a hotel I
I thought you would never
Find another
Love again
Oh but you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing
No you haven't missed a thing


Creep up and tell me that you
You love me more each time you
Look into my eyes, I feel like
I know you don't mean to be mean
I'm sure you know the same for me
When you creep up and tell me
Darling
It breaks my heart each time you
Darling
You break my heart each time you
You slip your hands inside my pockets
Tell me nothing else would do
Without me, you can't live and
You slip your heart into my chest
They both become one of the strongest pairs
When strangers come
And darling
This thing that breaks my heart and
Darling
You break my heart each time you
Darling
This thing that breaks my heart and
Darling
You break my heart each time you


35.Want To Be Bad

Your crowbar swung
Through the, the restaraunt
More like a pub
Yeah we, we drank a lot
Don't get in
Over your head
I just want to be bad
Oh oh alright
I just want to be bad
Oh oh alright
You're so tragedy
And you were hard on me
You're so tragedy
And you were hard on me
You might be dead
But it's hard to know
The night turns in
But you all go, go
Don't get in
Over your head
I just want to be bad
Oh oh alright
I just want to be bad
Oh oh alright
You're so tragedy
And you were hard on me
You're so tragedy
And you were hard on me
Then morning came
We're in this together
And then morning came
We're in this together
I don't care how far we go
What's the matter
What's the matter
I just want to be bad
Oh oh alright
I just want to be bad
Oh oh alright
You're so tragedy
And you were hard on me
You're so tragedy
And you were hard on me


36.Don't Confess

Don't think I'll confess
Why would I confess that I
Don't think I'll deny
why would I deny that I
Don't be so hard on yourself
You won't get better till you get worse
Yeah you send a little smile my way
And don't be so hard on yourself
You won't get better til you get worse
Yeah you send a little love my way
and Every second I spend waiting
Drags me closer to this grave
I'm not alone
No, I'm just on my own
And I, it's a little cold outside
Don't think I'll escape
Why would I escape you
Don't think I'll replace
How could I replace you
And don't be so hard on yourself
You won't get better til you get worse
Yeah you send a little smile my way
And don't be so hard on yourself
You won't get better til you get worse
Yeah you send a little love my way
And every second I spend waiting
Drags me closer to this grave
I'm not alone
No, I'm just on my own
And I, it's a little cold outside
And so don't be so hard on yourself
You won't get better til you get worse
Send your love my way


37.Come On Kids Bonus Track

We were so high we thought we'd definitely die
Cause we were dead already, dying
Endless nights took on my whole life
Or so I thought
It turns out all your friends
They were just mean, dressed up
So, come on kids eat those pills
You got your whole life to lose
We've got so many friends
That wear their feet too big for their shoes
We've got cities to visit
We've got trees we've yet to live in
And so get yourself on top of me
Before I'm gone, gone, gone
We were so young
I thought that acting old
Would give me all your love
Give me all you've got
So come on kids eat those pills
You've got your whole life to lose
We've got so many friends
That wear their feet too big for their shoes
We've got cities to visit
We've got trees we've yet to live in
So get yourself on top of me
Before I'm gone, gone, gone
And all night long
On your front lawn
you'd build me a neon village
And you said bring on new diseases
If they're good for you
Then they'll be good for me
Yeah, if it's good for you then it's good for me
If it's good for you then it's good for me
So come on kids eat those pills
You've got your whole life to lose
We've got so many friends
That wear their feet too big for their shoes
We've got cities to visit
We've got trees we've yet to live in
And so get yourself on top of me
Before I'm gone gone gone
And we've got so many friends
That wear their feet too big for their shoes
We've got so many friends
That wear their feet too big for their shoes


38.You Wouldn't Like Me

There's a war inside of me
Do I cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song
Do I push it down or let it run me right into the wind
And I- I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome
sound
And you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me
down
Oh I- I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
I- I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me
And don't you worry there's still time
And don't you worry there's still time
There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone
And I wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will
bring you around
I- I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
I- I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me
So don't you worry there's still time
Don't you worry there's still time
Don't you worry there's still time
Don't you worry there's still time
Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words
I can't say that I'll love you forever
Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words
I won't say that I'll love you forever


39.Take Me Anywhere

Bright just like the stars above me
Proud just like my mother planned it
Short on all the things I don't want
I'm full of love and longing
Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
Still, cause I don't want to move a thing
In hopes that you'll fit right into me
And all the things I don't want they're full
Of love and longing
Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
And it goes, its like a come on come on to me
And it goes it's like a come on come on to me
You, you say you don't see any part of me
To love in all this mess and I know
You take the good and all the bad that comes with me


40.I Bet It Stung

I know you plan out everything that you want to say
I wish that we didn't have to go about things this way
I love the rock and roll, I love the rock and roll
Don't get so uptight, don't get so uptight
Go, go away
Tell me you love me like you think you want to be loved
Pull on my hand and say, please just let's make it this way
I love the rock and roll, I love the rock and roll
Don't get so uptight, don't get so uptight
Go, go away


41.I Know I Know I Know

From hundreds of miles you cry like a baby
You plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying
I know I know I know, I'm still your love
Back from the last place that I wanted to fake you
Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying
I know I know I know, you're still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Box after box and you're still by my side
The weather is changing and breaking my stride
I know I know I know, it's just this day
House after house, just like car after car
You see club after club and it all seems so far
I know I know I know what else are we here for
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Last night I was writing about you
I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you
I know I know I know, you're still my love
I wake up to the sound of you working
You're one room right over, stressing and loving me
I know I know I know, be still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Stick your heart inside of my chest
Keep it warm here while we rest
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you


42.Where Does The Good Go

Where do you go with your broken heart in tow
What do you do with the left over you
And how do you know, when to let go
Where does the good go, where does the good go
Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive
Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love
Look me in the heart and unbreak broken, it won't happen
It's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking you
would be
Real, happy and healthy, strong and calm, where does the good go
Where does the good go
Where do you go when you're in love and the world knows
How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down
What do you say it's up for grabs now that you're on your way
down
Where does the good go, where does the good go


43.Downtown

If you're gonna get up, you might as well get up with me
If you're going downtown, I might as well be on your way
And I sit all night, I sit still all night
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
I just can't get it straight you see and oh well
That distraction inside of me, oh well
I just can't get it straight you see and oh well
Is fine by you, I am fine by you
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
If you're going downtown, take me with you
I don't care if I'm gonna get up, I'll just admit it
I only get up for you if I'm going to get up
I'll just admit it I only get up for you
And I sit all night, I sit still all night
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul


44.I Won't Be Left

I won't mistake you for problems with me
I won't let my moods ruin this you'll see
I won't take everything good and move it away
I won't be left dancing along to songs from the past
Would you stay home and keep our memories warm with me
Would you give all your love for a run at the past with me
I know you're sad even though you say that you're not
I know you're scared even though you say that you're not
I won't get mad when you say things are getting too hard
I won't make all of your love so scared to come through our yard
I won't scream in my head and let it isolate me
I won't be left dancing alone to songs from the past


45.Walking With A Ghost

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist
I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist
I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost

Out of my mind, out of my mind
(I said please)
Out of my mind, out of my mind
(I said please)

You're out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost


46.So Jealous

I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
Fists on up, it looks that easy
It looks that way to me
It looks that way to you
But then there's you telling me I can
Then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now
I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
I don't know how it's become such a problem
Keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
How can they ask why I feel so angry
Do you see my problem if I never explain it
But then there's you asking me how long
Say something, it's taken me so long


47.Speak Slow

You wait up for me I don't wake up for you
Would you like the company or are you sick of me
When your love lets you go you only want love more
Even when love wasn't what you were looking for
Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah
Where do we go...ah ah, where do we go
Break down plead your case I don't know what to say
I leave my heart all this pain and now I'm at it all again
On these streets that I leave for weeks on end who's to blame
When you want love doesn't matter what you're looking for
Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah
Where do we go... ah ah, where do we go
So far away and I just can't see you I'm
So far along and I just don't need you
I am so ah-alone, so ah-alone
When your love lets you go you only want love more
Even when love wasn't what you were looking for


48.Wake Up Exhausted

I wake up exhausted it's not morning
It's back to sleep to re-dream me
We're alone and we're happy
But there you are, angry with me
Are you alright I can stand up straight
Are you alright can you get me off your mind
I hated this city before you came here
So let go and move on
We're strangers, we're not friends
I hate this and I hate them
This city's exhausted and it's wound up
Soon to be a place that's just filled up
And I found out that you're angry
And you're sorry you ever met me
Are you alright I can stand up straight
Are you alright can you get me off your mind
I am alright I can stand up straight
Are you alright can you get me off your mind


49.We Didn't Do It

We didn't do it for the money, I don't know why
We didn't do it for the money, I don't care why
You'll go down down down get in my car it's too full
We didn't do it to be happy, so i can whine
You'll go down down down on the outside
Will i grow this out
You think I got my way
We didn't do it for the money, for the last time
You think I got my way, you think I got my way
Get in my car


50.Fix You Up

What do I, what do I, what do I need
To do to see myself in a better mood
And what do you, what do you, what do you need
To do to get yourself in a better mood
Well there's not a lot for you to give if you're giving in
And there's not a lot for you to feel if you're not feeling it
You bring it up and bring it in and we'll get you fixed up in no
time
What I wanted most, what I wanted most, what I wanted most
Was to get myself all figured out
And what I figured out, what I figured out, what I figured out
Was that I needed more time to figure you out
There's not a lot for you to give if you're giving in
And there's not a lot for you to feel if you're not feeling it
You bring it up and bring it in and we'll get you fixed up in no
time
Cause this love is all I have to give
This love is all I have to give


51.I Can't Take It

So move, yeah move so move, yeah move
I've got nowhere to go, I've got nowhere to go
So move, don't move so slow, don't move so slow
I can't take it, I can whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa


52.I Was Married

I married in the sun
(tell me where tell me where)
Against the stone of buildings built before
You and I were born
(start again start again)
And to my heart confusion rose against
The muscles fought so long
(fought so long)
To control against the pull of
One magnet to another magnet
To another magnet
Now we look up in
(tell me who tell me who)
Into the eyes of bullies breaking backs
They seem so very tough
(it's a lie it's a lie)
They seem so very scared of us
I look into the mirror
(look into)
For evil that just does not exist
I don't see what they see
(tell them that tell them that)
Try to control the pull of one magnet
To another magnet
To another magnet
To another magnet
To another


53.Relief Next To Me

I miss you now
I guess like
I should have missed you then
My body moves
Like curtains waving in and out of wind,
In and out of windows
I can't untangle, I can't untangle
What I feel and what would matter most
I can't close an eye,
can't close an eyelid
And now there's just no point,
In reaching out for me
In the dark,
I'm just no good at giving relief
In the dark,
It won't be easy to find relief
And I'm not proud
That nothing will seem easy about me
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life
Telling you I don't need
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life
Telling you I don't need
I'll tell you now
I guess like
I should have told you then
The thunder moves
Like damn drawers slamming in my frame
Slamming in my framework
I can't untangle, I can't untangle
What I know and what should matter most
I can't close an eye,
can't close an eyelid
And now there's just no point,
In reaching out for you
In the dark,
I'm just no good at giving relief
In the dark,
It won't be easy to find relief
And I'm not proud
That nothing will seem easy about me
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life
Telling you I don't need


54.The Con

I listened in
Yes I'm guilty of this
You should know this
I broke down and wrote you back
Before you had a chance to
Forget forgotten
I am moving past this giving notice
I have to go
Yes I know the feeling,
Know you're leaving
Calm down, I'm calling you to say
I'm capsized, staring on the edge of safe
Calm down, I'm calling back to say
I'm home now
I'm coming around, I'm coming around
Nobody likes to but I really like to cry
Nobody likes me
Maybe if I cry
Spelled out your name and lists the reasons
Faint of heart
Don't call me back
I imagine you when I was distant
Not insistent
I followed suit and laid out on my back imagine that
A million hours left to think of you
And think of that
Calm down, I'm calling you to say
I'm capsized, staring on the edge of safe
Calm down, I'm calling back to say
I'm home now
I'm coming around, I'm coming around
Nobody likes to but I really like to cry
Nobody likes me
Maybe if I cry
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down
Nobody likes to
But I really like to cry
Nobody likes me
Maybe if I cry
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down


55.Knife Going In

If I don't recover
Sell this house and find
Something lost outside your window
Not forever
But on the night I die
I swear
I'll sleep outside your window
I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me
I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now and I feel anxious
Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass
Emy should I stop?
Do you think I'll make
It to the morning if it's written
Stitch it up
The kind of song I know causes mother, sister, lover worry
I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me
I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel anxious
Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass


56.Are You Ten Years Ago

If you take it I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours I'm up and doing circles
I collapse
I might stay out longer than I left the light on for you
Then if you show, you show
If you show, you show
When I feel like this
When I get so in
To myself
I lose track of where I'm going and lose track of how to get
going again
I feel myself slowing down
Feel myself turning around
Is this taken?
When I feel like this
When I get so sick of myself
Where are you going now without me
And not knowing then, that we're slowing down
You've gotta turn that around
And tell me that I'm taken,
Tell me if I'm yours
You collapse
The pressure of this life is so
You can't be held accountable
If you go, you go
If you go, you go
When you act like this
When you get so sick, of yourself
The whole world falls away and since
I feel
Like I have only missed the feeling that I'm here again
The feeling that I'm clear again
I'm not taken
When you act like this
When you get so in
To yourself I lose sight of common goals
And letting go so I can be all alone
Feel myself, going slow
Feel myself, letting go
Not taken,
Not feeling like I'm yours
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I collapse
This life looks like a sentence, though
A constant game of falling short
If you know, you know
If you know, you know
When I feel like this
When I'm just so sick of feeling less than perfect
Is it right for me I never fight to see if coming clean
Would get to me I feel myself, holding back
I feel the pressure, it's finally back
I'm taken
When you feel like this
When you saw it call come crashing down
Subtle but not underground
I was there
I saw the signs, I saw unfair
And so I write to you
Through other means
I let myself finally feel taken
Like I was yours
If you take it I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I collapse I collapse I collapse


57.Back In Your Head

Build a wall of books

Between us in our bed

Repeat repeat the words

That i know we both have said


Relax into the need

We get so comfortable

Remember when i was

So strange and likable


I just want back in your head

I just want back in your head

I'm not unfaithful but i'll stray


When i get a little scared

When i get a little scared

When i get a little


When i jerk away

From holding hands with you

I know these habits hurt

Important parts of you


Remember when i was

Sweet and unexplainable

Nothing like this person

Unlovable


I just want back in your head

I just want back in your head

I'm not unfaithful but i'll stray


When i get a little scared

When i get a little scared

When i get a little scared

When i get a little


Run run run run

Run run run run


I just want back in your head

I just want back in your head

I'm not unfaithful but i'll stray


I'm not unfaithful but i'll stray

I'm not unfaithful but i'll stray

I'm not unfaithful but i'll stray


58.Hop A Plane

I took the train back
Back to where I came from
I took it all alone
It's been so long I know
Imagine me
There my heart asleep with no air
Begging
'ocean please, help me drown these memories'
All I need to hear is that
You're not mine
You're not mine
I'm moving east
There's somewhere far away from
The sight of my hands
The sight of me not moving
You can't just hop a plane
And come and visit me again
I claim it's in my head
And I regret offering
All I need to hear is that
You're not mine
You're not mine
All I want to hear is that
You're not mine
You're not mine
You take a second take a second
Take a year take a year
You took me out and took me in
And told me all of this
And then you take a moment
Take a moment
Take a year
Take a year
You help me out
I listen in
You taught me all of this
And then
All I want to hear is that
You're not mine
You're not mine
All I want to hear is that
You're not mine
You're not mine
All I need to hear is that
You're not mine
You're not mine
All I want to hear is that
You're not mine
You're not mine


59.Soil, Soil

Oh and I'm feeling
Directionless yes
But that's to be expected
And I know that best
And in creeps the morning
And another day's lost
You've just written wondering
And I reply fast
All you need to save me
All you need to save me
Call (call)
And I'll be curled on the floor
Hiding out from it all (all)
And I won't take any other call
I feel like a fool
So I'm going to stop troubling you
Buried in my yard
A letter to send to you
And if I forget
Or god forbid die too soon
Hope that you'll hear me
Know that I wrote to you
All you need to say to me
All you need to say to me
Is call (call)
And I'll be curled on the floor
Hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call


60.Burn Your Life Down

Tell me that you know
Another way to get it done
It's not me or how I would be
But it's a different situation
A different situation
You lay awake in the night
Just staring at the ceiling above
Pulling pieces of it out
Is such a waste of time
Keep on fighting to remember
That nothing is lost in the end
When you burn burn burn your life down
Get me to the door
Out of bed on the track
I'm not sure starting over
It's a different situation
A different situation
You wake up in the night
And refuse to be afraid of it now
Unfolding pieces of it faster
Don't you waste your time
You've been planning to remember
So nothing will be lost in the end
And you burn burn burn your life down
And you burn burn burn your life down
I drive around the block
And I'm not looking to my right
I feel the glass against my cheek
And I can't see you in the light
I break my heart around this
Break my heart around this
I drive around the block
And I'm not looking to my right
I feel the glass against my cheek
And I can't see you in the light
I break my heart around this
Break my heart around this pole


61.Nineteen

I felt you in my legs
Before I even met you
And when I laid beside you
For the first time
I told you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
I was nineteen
(Call me)
I felt you in my life
Before I ever thought to
Feel the need to lay down
Beside you
And tell you
I feel you in my heart,
And I don't even know you
And now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
Now we're saying
Bye, bye, bye
I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)
Flew home,
Back to where we met
Stayed inside
I was so upset
Cooked up a plan,
So good except
I was all alone
You were all I had
Love you
You were all mine
Love me
I was yours right
I was yours right
I was nineteen
(call me)
I was nineteen
(call me)


62.Floorplan

I want to draw you a floorplan
Of my head and heart
I want to give directions
Helpful hints
What you'll be looking for
What you'll be looking for
I know
I'll hold this loss in my heart forever
I know I'll hold, I'll hold
I know
I'll hold this loss in my heart forever
I know I'll hold, I'll hold
All eyes are on me now
All eyes are on me now
I want your lungs to stop working without me
I think about writing you
I thought about calling you
What was I looking for
What am I looking for
I know
I'll hold this pain in my heart forever
I know I'll hold, I'll hold
I know
I'll hold this pain in my heart forever
I know I'll hold, I'll hold
All eyes are on you now
All eyes are on you now
I shouldn't go
But I can't really help it
When I feel this pressure
I shouldn't go
But I can't really help it
When I feel this pressure
All eyes are on me now
I shouldn't go
But I can't really help it
When I feel this pressure
I shouldn't go
But I can't really help it
When I feel this pressure
I shouldn't go when I feel this building
I shouldn't go when I feel this building
I shouldn't go but I can't really help it
When I feel this pressure


63.Like O, Like H

When I was 8
I was sure
I was growing nerves
Like steel in my palm
Make a map of what you see
Direct pain effectively
I was 8,
I was sure
I was growing pain
Like lead in my feet
S.O.S. to my mother
Take the hinges off the door
S.O.S. to my mother
Take the hinges off the door
Oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
In your gut
S.O.S., S.O.S.
When I was four plus a ten
I was swinging fists
Like nails in a board
Pull your hands inside of you
Six years 'till I'll be through
I was four plus a ten,
I was swinging back
Like a race to be sure
S.O.S. to my mother
Take the hinges off the door
S.O.S. to my mother
Take the hinges off the door
Oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like oh, oh, sugar spell it out
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
Like O, like H in your gut
(S.O.S., S.O.S., S.O.S.)
In your gut, in your gut
In your...


64.Dark Come Soon

Dark, you can't come soon enough for me
Saved, from one more day of misery
Everything I love
Get back for me now
Everyone I love
I need you now
Don't forget a million miles for me
Safe and another day passed by me
Everything I love
Get back for me now
Everyone I love
I need you now
So I conned,
I lied I lied to me too
(so what?)
So I conned,
I lied I lied to me too
(so what?)
Hold out for the ones you know will love you
Hide out from the ones you know will love you
You, you too
Hike to the edge and barely there
Slow
To make my move, I'm almost there
Everything I say I say to me first
Everything I do I do to me first
So what, I lied I lied to me too
(so what?)
So what, I lied I lied to me too
Hold out for the ones you know will love you
Hide out from the ones you know will love you
You, you too
Dark you can't come soon enough for me


65.Call It Off

I won't regret saying this
This thing
That I'm saying
Is it better than
Keeping my mouth shut
That goes without saying
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
I won't be out long
But I still think it better if
You take your time
Coming over here
I think that's for the best
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now
We'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do


66.Arrow

Would you take a straight and narrow critical look at me?
Would you tell me tough love style, put judicial weight on me?

If you're thinking anything, if you're thinking endlessly.
If you're thinking anything, if you're thinking...

I feel the breeze, feel feathers of an arrow.
Out in my yard, feathers of an arrow.
I take my aim, do you feel me coming close?
I take my aim, so you feel me coming close.

I feel the breeze, feel feathers of an arrow.
Out in my yard, feathers of an arrow.
I take my aim, do you feel me coming close?
I take my aim, so you feel me coming close.

Would you take a calm and tender terminal kind of care?
Would you touch me, cling and wage on intimate fight for me?

If you're thinking anything, if you're thinking endlessly.
If you're thinking anything, if you're thinking...

I feel the breeze, feel feathers of an arrow.
Out in my yard, feathers of an arrow.
I take my aim, do you feel me coming close?
I take my aim, so you feel me coming close.

I feel the breeze, feel feathers of an arrow.
Out in my yard, feathers of an arrow.
I take my aim, do you feel me coming close?
I take my aim, so you feel me coming close.

I feel the breeze, feel feathers of an arrow.
Out in my yard, feathers of an arrow.
I take my aim, do you feel me coming close?
I take my aim, so you feel me coming close.

I feel the breeze, feel feathers of an arrow.
Out in my yard, feathers of an arrow.
I take my aim, do you feel me coming close?
I take my aim, so you feel me coming close.


67.Don't Rush

Don't block, bad idea, you've been so good I hear, don't rush.
Don't move, bad idea, you've been so still, I'm here for you
don't rush.

One way or another, I'll find my way to cover,
I sing to find my other, sing to find my...
One way my lovely other, they find restless cover, you sing to
another, sing to find your...

Don't leave, bad idea, you've been so far so long, don't rush.
Don't run, bad idea, you move so fast, I need to rush.

One way or another, I'll find my way to cover,
I sing to find my other, sing to find my...
One way my lovely other, they find restless cover, you sing to
another, sing to find your...

One way or another, I'll find my way to cover,
I'd love to find my other, love to find you.
One way my lovely other, they'll find restless cover, you've
loved so many others.

One way to erase bad ideas, well I won't see you once you
arrive.
One way to escape bad ideas, well I won't cry to you, not that
you would mind.

One way to erase bad ideas, well I won't see you once you
arrive.
One way to escape bad ideas, well I won't cry to you, not that
you would mind.

One way or another, I'll find my way to cover,
I sing to find my other, sing to find my...
One way my lovely other, they find restless cover, you sing to
another, sing to find your...

One way or another, I'll find my way to cover,
I'd love to find my other, love to find you.
One way my lovely other, they'll find restless cover, you've
loved so many others.


68.Hell

No, I'm not ready for a big bad step in their direction.
No, I'm not ready for downtown trash, avoid collection.
Four blocks, run and hide, don't walk alone at night.
Cityscape, city change before they die.
Four blocks, I should mention in a song if I want to get along
with change,
Who doesn't wanna change this?

I know you feel it too, these words get overused.
When we get up and over it and over them,
Up and over it and over them.
I know you feel it too, it all seems so untrue.
When you get up and over it and over them,
Oh oh, hell no. Oh oh, hell no.

No, we're not ready for fair distribution, just a terminal
solution for...
No, we're not ready for hell, hell no, for hell, hell no.

Four days, wide awake, why slide along and say.
Girl's afraid, girl will change, just move away.
Four days that I mention in a song, move along, get ahead, get
her hand and bring her with you.

I know you feel it too, these words get overused.
When we get up and over it and over them,
Up and over it and over them.
I know you feel it too, it all seems so untrue.
When you get up and over it and over them,
Oh oh, hell no. Oh oh, hell no.

Four ways to remove all the bad that we do from the heart and
the soul of the cities sad and cold.
Four ways to collect what we say and what we save to discard and
discover a brand new way

I know you feel it too, these words get overused.
When we get up and over it and over them,
Up and over it and over them.
I know you feel it too, it all seems so untrue.
When you get up and over it and over them,
Up and over it and over them.

I know you feel it too, these words get overused.
When we get up and over it and over them,
Up and over it and over them.
I know you feel it too, it all seems so untrue.
When you get up and over it and over them,
Oh oh, hell no. Oh oh, hell no.
Oh oh, hell no. Oh oh, hell no.


69.On Directing

You're directing me
Your eyes focus like a microscope
Get the cuts you need
Eyes focus like a microscope

Go steady with me
I know it turns you off when I
I get talking like a teen
I get talking like a teen

You're directing me
You're dressed up
I lose my grip, my focus
Make those eyes at me
I lose my grip, I lose my focus

Go steady with me
I know (I know) it turns you off when I
I get talking like a teen (talking like a teen)
I get talking like a teen

Go steady with me
I know (I know) it turns you off when I
I get talking like a teen (talking like a teen)
I get talking like a teen

(Hold onto me)
You're directing me
Eyes focus like a microscope
(Hold onto me)
Get the cuts you need
Eyes focus like a microscope
(Hold onto me)
You're directing me
You're dressed up
I lose my grip, my focus
(Hold onto me)
Make those eyes at me
I lose my grip, I lose my focus

Go steady with me
I know (I know) it turns you off when I
I get talking like a teen (talking like a teen)
I get talking like a teen

Go steady with me
I know (I know) it turns you off when I
I get talking like a teen (talking like a teen)
I get talking like a teen

(Hold onto me)
Go steady with me
I know (I know) it turns you off when I
(Hold onto me)
I get talking like a teen (talking like a teen)
I get talking like a teen

(Hold onto me)
Go steady with me
I know (I know) it turns you off when I
(Hold onto me)
I get talking like a teen (talking like a teen)
I get talking like a teen


70.Red Belt

When you think nothing could be further from the truth.
When you're sure nothing could be further from the cold hard
truth.
I kneel to condition all the feelings that I feel.

Slow it down, you have a tendency to rush back into your past.
Slow it down, you transfer all your weight and disappear.
You kneel to condition all the feelings that you feel.

I've got a red belt around my mind.

My hands are tied up around these words.
I wish you'd call but I know that you're out tonight.
My ears fill with the sound of you kneeling.
My ears fill with the sound of descent.
My ears fill with the sound of you arching.

Slow it down, you have a tendency to rush back into your past.
Slow it down you transfer all your weight and disappear.
Kneel to condition all the feelings that you feel.
Kneel to condition all the feelings that you feel.
Kneel to condition all the feelings that you feel.
Kneel to condition all the feelings that you feel.


71.The Cure

Begging like you might take order in your own hands.
I stare, it seems like I don't care, drop a chance in your hands
then.
I know that bad's got to fix itself, correct over time.
And I know 'cause I've got the cure, I've got a cure for your
crimes.

All I dreamed up, all that seemed like luck seems silly to you
now.
All I said to you, all I did for you seems so silly to me now.

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

Screaming like no one might call the cops and arrest you this
time.
Standing back against my building's back door, you're hoping for
a ride.
I know the world's been mean to you, I've got a cure, hold
tight.
I know the world's not fair to you, I've got a cure for it's
crimes.

All I dreamed up, all that seemed like luck seems silly to you
now.
All I said to you, all I did for you seems so silly to me now.

Oh oh when you say it,
So so slowly to me,
Oh oh well I keep going,
Oh no I ran while knowing,
No no I know you need it,
So so I need it too,
And oh oh I must keep going,
So so you must too.

Oh oh when you say it,
So so slowly to me,
Oh oh well I keep going,
Oh no I ran while knowing,
No no I know you need it,
So so I need it too,
And oh oh I must keep going, so you must too.

I've got a cure, I've got the cure for you.

All I dreamed up, all that seemed like luck seems silly to you
now.
All I said to you, all I did for you seems so silly to me now.

All I dreamed up, all that seemed like luck seems silly to you
now.
All I said to you, all I did for you seems so silly to me now.

I've got a cure, I've got the cure for you.
I've got a cure, I've got the cure for you.


72.Northshore

Don't bend, don't bleed, don't beg, don't scream, don't whine,
don't fight, don't tell me.
Don't tell me, don't tell me.

Don't feel, don't tear, don't kiss, don't care, don't touch,
don't want me.
Don't want me, don't want me.

Something's so sick about this, my misery's so addictive.
I'm halfway there watching Northshore from the floor singing to
you over my shoulder.

Don't run, don't hide, don't hurt, don't lie, don't breathe,
don't try, don't find me.
Don't find me, don't find me.
Don't cringe, don't clench, don't look, don't flinch, don't
know, don't go, don't leave me.
Don't leave me, don't leave me.

Something's so sick about this, my misery's so addictive.
I'm halfway there watching Northshore from the floor singing to
you over my shoulder.

Don't sing, don't talk, don't yell, don't laugh, don't think,
don't speak, don't save me.
Don't save me, don't save me.
Don't stare, don't glare, don't heal, don't mend, don't take,
don't send, don't love me.
Don't love me, don't love me.

Something's so sick about this, my misery's so addictive.
I'm halfway there watching Northshore from the floor singing to
you over my shoulder.
Something's so sick about this, my misery's so addictive.
I'm halfway there watching Northshore from the floor singing to
you over my shoulder.

Something's so sick about this, my misery's so addictive.
I'm halfway there watching Northshore from the floor singing to
you over my shoulder.
Something's so sick about this, my misery's so addictive.
I'm halfway there watching Northshore from the floor singing to
you over my shoulder.


73.Night Watch

I've got grounds for divorce.
It's in my blood this divorce.
I seperate everybody, I need distance from your body.
Oh I deserve this anguish on my house.

So get away, you cannot follow me.
I get away, you cannot follow me.
So get away, you cannot follow me.
So get away, you cannot follow me.
I get away.

I've got grounds for recourse.
Your lungs fill with discourse.
You seperate from my body, you need consistence from somebody.
Oh I deserve this angusih on my house.

So get away, you cannot follow me.
I get away, you cannot follow me.
So get away, you cannot follow me.
I get away, you cannot follow me.
So get away, you cannot follow me.
I get away, you cannot follow me.
So get away.


74.Alligator

Sensitive, it's true, alligator tears cried over you.
Over you, over you. Over you, over you.

Run around on me, I'd sooner die without.
Run around on me, die without.

Relentless, yes it's true, my motormouth runs over you.
Over you, over you. Over you, over you.

Run around on me, I'd sooner die without.
Run around on me, die without.

Over you, over you. Over you, over you.
Over you, over you. Over you, over you.

Run around on me, I'd sooner die without.
Run around on me, die without.

No hissy fits, mind my manners, won't make a scene over you.
Over you, over you, over you.
Over you, over you.

Run around on me, I'd sooner die without.
Run around on me, die without.

Rattled yes, it's true, alligator tears spilled over you.

Run around on me, I'd sooner die without.
Run around on me, die without.
Run around on me, I'd sooner die without.
Run around on me, die without.

Over you, over you, over you.
Over you, over you.
Over you, over you, over you.
Over you, over you, over you.
Over you, over you.
Over you, over you.


75.Paperback Head

You have to become what you fancy.
Paperback head, you get carried away.
Stitch up your spine to keep the suitors away.

Must draw your own aid.
Must sift your affairs.
Must frame up a material girl.

Wild fires, you must remit.
Can't stand the smoke, pull the sheets down low,
Rope up your mind, keep the suitors in line.

Must draw your own aid.
Must sift your affaits.
Must frame up a material girl.
A material girl.

I gasp, like sugar and spice...
I gasp, like sugar and spice...
Who better than you?
Better than you?
Who better than you?
Better than you?
Who better than you?
Better than you?
Who better than you?

Paperback head, you got carried away.
Stitch up your spine to keep the suitors away.
Can't stand the smoke, pull the sheets down low,
Rope up your mind, keep the suitors in line

Must draw your own aid.
Must sift your affairs.
Must frame up a material girl.
A material girl.
A material girl.
A material girl.


76.The Ocean

When you wake what is it that you think of most?
When your bed is empty do you really sleep alone?
If I imagine you, body next to another.

All around me new love and it makes me sad.
All around me feel assured that you'll be back,
If I imagine you, body next to another.

Stop crying to the ocean, stop crying over me.
Stop worrying over nothing, stop worrying over me.
So it's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

On the drive back here I was worrying over nothing.
On the drive back there tears spilling over something.
When I imagine you, body next to another.

In the door and you're there and you're sorry for the fright.
In the door, can I hear you saying you don't wanna fight?
When I imagine you, body next to another.

Stop crying to the ocean, stop crying over me.
Stop worrying over nothing, stop worrying over me.
So it's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

In a flash it's back to you, just brought attention to the mess.
In a flash you're on top begging me to understand.
If I imagine you, body next to another.

You drop in for a minute and I'm sorry that I didn't drop in
sooner
just to see you and see what you've been doin'.
If I imagine you, body next to another.

So it's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.

It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.
It's been so long since you said,
Well I know what I want and what I want's right here with you.


77.Sentimental Tune

You in a simple gray coat in a simple white room.
Oh, now you know you know it now.
And so, now you know you know it now.

You hate the tenderhearted torch song.
You catch a flame to my sentiment, my sentimental tune.

Oh, now you know you know it now.
And so, now you know you know it now.

Hard-hearted don't worry I'm ready for a fight.
Unnerved, the nerve, you're nervous, nervous that I'm right.
Hard-hearted don't worry I'm ready for a fight.
Unnerved, the nerve, you're nervous, nervous that I'm right.

Now with your cause and affection on my mind,
I won't yield, throw caution into the blaze.
Oh, now you know you know it now.
And so, now you know you know it now.

Watch, with a bit of friction I'll be under your clothes.
With a bit of focus I'll be under your skin.
Oh, now you know you know it now.
And so, now you know you know it now.

Hard-hearted don't worry I'm ready for a fight.
Unnerved, the nerve, you're nervous, nervous that I'm right.
Hard-hearted don't worry I'm ready for a fight.
Unnerved, the nerve, you're nervous, nervous that I'm right.

Oh, now you know you know it now.
And so, now you know you know it now.

Oh, now you know you know it now.
And so, now you know you know it now.


78.Someday

They yell speak up.
I fill these pages like I fill those spaces with my lies.
They yell step down.
A crowd's not worth this and love's not worthless, you've got to
step up stranger.

Might paint something I might want to hang here someday,
Might write something I might want to say to you someday,
Might do something I'd be proud of someday.
Mark my words, I might be something someday.

They yell right on,
A class act president, you are my boss,
I am confident in your eyes.
They yell move up,
Don't stand back here and wait like an animal at a farmer's
gate,
Am I food or am I free?

So speak up this is your last chance my friend,
Roll the windows down and take me in.
Reach out say what you're really about.
Are you coming here or not, are you coming out?

Might paint something I might want to hang here someday,
Might write something I might want to say to you someday,
Might do something I'd be proud of someday.
Mark my words, I might be something someday.

Might paint something I might want to hang here someday,
Might write something I might want to say to you someday,
Might do something I'd be proud of someday.
Mark my words, I might be something someday.

I don't want to know that you don't want me.
I don't want to know what you'd do without me.
I don't want to know what I'll be without you.
I dont wanna know. I don't wanna know.

I don't want to know that you don't want me.
I don't want to know what you'd do without me.
I don't want to know what I'll be without you.
I dont wanna know. I don't wanna know.

Might paint something I might want to hang here someday,
Might write something I might want to say to you someday,
Might do something I'd be proud of someday.
Mark my words, I might be something someday.

Might paint something I might want to hang here someday,
Might write something I might want to say to you someday,
Might do something I'd be proud of someday.
Mark my words, I might be something someday.

(I don't want to know that you don't want me.
I don't want to know what you'd do without me.
I don't want to know what I'll be without you.
I dont wanna know. I don't wanna know.)

Might paint something I might want to hang here someday,
Might write something I might want to say to you someday,
Might do something I'd be proud of someday.
Mark my words, I might be something someday.

(I don't want to know that you don't want me.
I don't want to know what you'd do without me.
I don't want to know what I'll be without you.
I dont wanna know. I don't wanna know.)

Might paint something I might want to hang here someday,
Might write something I might want to say to you someday,
Might do something I'd be proud of someday.
Mark my words, I might be something someday.


79.Wrists Non-Album Track

Oh my wrist's so weak but if I could lift your body
Out of a crash of the waves that have battled to me
Working too hard gets me acting like a ?
So before you tell me you're not worth the worry, hurry.

Hurry, hurry, hurry
I like to hurry when I'm on you
Hurry, hurry, hurry

Make me go without a word,
Gets so crazy when you shut up.
Wake up in a panic, room is dark, you know this body.
Could be this way with almost just anybody,
So pull me next to the window, pull me next to the light.

Hurry, hurry, hurry
I like to hurry when I'm on you
Hurry, hurry, hurry

Don't judge a book by the size of it's wrist.
Hurry, hurry
Are you undecided?
Hurry, hurry, hurry

Don't judge a book by the size of it's wrist.
Hurry, hurry
Are you undecided?
Hurry, hurry

I know my ego's weak so thought if I could lift your body,
And wake up out of air, the night's too short, you're on to me.
Why am I always acting timid and too careful?
Please, before I tell you I'm not worth the worry, hurry.

Hurry, hurry, hurry
I like to hurry when I'm on you
Hurry, hurry, hurry

Oh my wrist's are weak, I carry weight like a shadow.
So pull me next to the window, pull me next to the light.

Hurry, hurry, hurry
I like to hurry when I'm on you
Hurry, hurry, hurry

Don't judge a book by the size of it's wrist
Hurry hurry
Are you undecided?
Hurry, hurry, hurry

Don't judge a book by the size of it's wrist.
Hurry hurry
Are you undecided?
Hurry hurry hurry
Are you undecided?
Hurry hurry
Are you undecided?
hurry, hurry

Don't judge a book by the size of it's wrist
Are you undecided?
Hurry hurry
Don't judge a book by the size of it's wrist
Are you undecided?
Hurry, hurry

Hurry, hurry, hurry.


80.Light Up Non-Album Track

What would I do differently
With two kids on my hip?

Let them say what they will
'Cause they will anyhow
Let them say what they will
'Cause they will anyhow

I'm the age you were then
What goes through your mind?
Find some success
And reduce the worry
On your babies' minds

Let them say what they will
'Cause they will anyhow
Let them say what they will
'Cause they will anyhow

Lay back and light up
Lay, lay back and light up
Without any guilt
Lay back and light up
Lay, lay back and light up
Without any guilt

Credit my weak heart and strong mind
To that bad circumstance
Oh, that terrible time
Would I've searched for myself,
What would I find?

Let them say what they will
'Cause they will anyhow
Let them say what they will
'Cause they will anyhow

We're eggshells and not easy to hold
We uncurl and unwind
When we sleep side by side

Let them say what they will
'Cause they will anyhow
Let them say what they will
'Cause they will anyhow

Lay back and light up
Lay, lay back and light up
Without any guilt
Lay back and light up
Lay, lay back and light up
Without any guilt
Lay back and light up
Lay, lay back and light up
Without any guilt


81.I Bet It Stung Live At The Phoenix: 2005

I know you plan out everything that you want to say
I wish that we didn't have to go about things this way
I love the rock and roll, I love the rock and roll
Don't get so uptight, don't get so uptight
Go, go away
Tell me you love me like you think you want to be loved
Pull on my hand and say, please just let's make it this way
I love the rock and roll, I love the rock and roll
Don't get so uptight, don't get so uptight
Go, go away


82.I Know I Know I Know Live At The Phoenix: 2005

From hundreds of miles you cry like a baby
You plead with me, shout, scream, tell me I'm staying
I know I know I know, I'm still your love
Back from the last place that I wanted to fake you
Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying
I know I know I know, you're still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Box after box and you're still by my side
The weather is changing and breaking my stride
I know I know I know, it's just this day
House after house, just like car after car
You see club after club and it all seems so far
I know I know I know what else are we here for
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Last night I was writing about you
I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you
I know I know I know, you're still my love
I wake up to the sound of you working
You're one room right over, stressing and loving me
I know I know I know, be still my love
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Stick your hands inside of my pockets
Keep them warm while I'm still here
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
Stick your heart inside of my chest
Keep it warm here while we rest
Tell them this love hasn't changed me, hasn't changed me at all
The same as I love you, you'll always love me too
This love isn't good unless it's me and you


83.I Hear Noises Live At The Phoenix: 2005

I am disappointed
Every morning that I wake up
And I am disappointed by the feeling
Of waking up next to you
You call me up, let me know that
That my sick guilt's
So unwelcome
It's so unwelcome yeah
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness in your voice
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness inside you
My health is failing me
So I flip on the television
And watch sad movies
And look for sad sick people like me
Call me up, and let me know that
That my sick guilt is so unwelcome
I'm so unwelcome I'm so unwelcome
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness in your voice
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness inside you
You could go
We could go
Through the front door
You coould go
We go in through the front door
We could go
We go in through the front door
We could go
I come in through the front door
Through the front door
And the pills they will not
Will not will not will not let me go
And I will not will not
Will not let you drink yourself alone
Call me up and let me know that
That my sick guilt is so unwelcome
You're so unwelcome you're so unwelcome
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness in your voice
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness inside you
I hear noises in the darkness
I hear sadness inside you
I hear sadness inside you


84.Monday Monday Monday Live At The Phoenix: 2005

This week or last week
I don't really care about it anymore
I write myself this later
I tell myself you let me go
Without me
Oh what's wrong with you
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Your house or mine
I don't really care about it anymore
I close my eyes
I make myself unhappy so you'll go
Without me
Oh what's wrong with you
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Oh, and I
I say damn your mood swings
Damn your mood swings
Oh, and I
I say damn your moodswings
Damn your mood swings
I'm calling out
I don't really care for your city anymore
I spend the night
I lay awake and miss you when you go
Without me
Oh what's wrong with you
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Monday Monday Monday
Oh, and I
I say damn your mood swings
Oh, and I
I say damn your moodswings
Damn your mood swings
Oh, and I
I say damn your mood swings
Damn your mood swings
Oh, and I
I say damn your moodswings
Damn your mood swings


85.Not Tonight Live At The Phoenix: 2005

Love pull your sore ribs in
I will pull your tangles out
In the back of your car I feel like
I have traveled nowhere
What will bring me home
What will make me stay, stay
What will bring me home
What will make me stay, stay
I don't know
I don't know, ooh
I don't know,
I don't know, ooh
Everything in my body says not tonight
Everything in my body says no
Everything in my body says not tonight
Everything in my body says no
What will bring me home
What will make me stay, stay
What will bring me home
What will make me stay, stay
Well I don't know
I don't know
I don't know,ooh
I don't know
I don't know, ooh


86.So Jealous Live At The Phoenix: 2005

I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
Fists on up, it looks that easy
It looks that way to me
It looks that way to you
But then there's you telling me I can
Then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now
I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
I don't know how it's become such a problem
Keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
How can they ask why I feel so angry
Do you see my problem if I never explain it
But then there's you asking me how long
Say something, it's taken me so long


87.Where Does The Good Go Live At The Phoenix: 2005

Where do you go with your broken heart in tow
What do you do with the left over you
And how do you know, when to let go
Where does the good go, where does the good go
Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive
Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love
Look me in the heart and unbreak broken, it won't happen
It's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking you
would be
Real, happy and healthy, strong and calm, where does the good go
Where does the good go
Where do you go when you're in love and the world knows
How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down
What do you say it's up for grabs now that you're on your way
down
Where does the good go, where does the good go


88.Speak Slow Live At The Phoenix: 2005

You wait up for me I don't wake up for you
Would you like the company or are you sick of me
When your love lets you go you only want love more
Even when love wasn't what you were looking for
Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah
Where do we go...ah ah, where do we go
Break down plead your case I don't know what to say
I leave my heart all this pain and now I'm at it all again
On these streets that I leave for weeks on end who's to blame
When you want love doesn't matter what you're looking for
Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah
Where do we go... ah ah, where do we go
So far away and I just can't see you I'm
So far along and I just don't need you
I am so ah-alone, so ah-alone
When your love lets you go you only want love more
Even when love wasn't what you were looking for


89.Downtown Live At The Phoenix: 2005

If you're gonna get up, you might as well get up with me
If you're going downtown, I might as well be on your way
And I sit all night, I sit still all night
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
I just can't get it straight you see and oh well
That distraction inside of me, oh well
I just can't get it straight you see and oh well
Is fine by you, I am fine by you
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul
If you're going downtown, take me with you
I don't care if I'm gonna get up, I'll just admit it
I only get up for you if I'm going to get up
I'll just admit it I only get up for you
And I sit all night, I sit still all night
I won't tell one soul, I won't tell one soul


90.This Is Everything Live At The Phoenix: 2005

Climbed up on the rainbow
Just to see if I'd fall off
I'm a frosted lemon coward
And I don't know how
No don't know to hold you
Without shaking
No I'm not aware of how
I could possibly love you
Without aching
Yes I give you everything
Yes I give you anything
I gave you everything
Gotta watch myself
I've gotta love myself
And take care
And so keep the light on before
Ya hop into bed
Cos, baby, this is the last
Honest look I'll ever give
I saved up all my sunshine
Just to see you more clear
I'm a little short on solar
And I haven't given in
No I'm going to hold you anyway
And I'll do it without shaking
Yes I'll love you always
And I'll do it without aching
Yes I'd give you anything
Yes I'd give you anything
I gave you everything
Gotta watch myself
I've gotta love myself
And take care
And so keep the light on before
Ya hop into bed
Cos, baby, this is the last
Honest look I'll ever give
I give you everything
I give you anything
I gave you everything
Gotta watch my self
I've gotta love myself
And take care
Yeah
Gave you
I gave you
I gave you everything
So I've gotta watch myself
And love myself
And take care
This is your last look
This is your last look
This is your last look
Yeah this is your last look
This is your last look
This is your last look
And so keep the light on before
Ya hop into bed
Cos, baby, this is the last
Honest look I'll ever give


91.Walking With A Ghost Live At The Phoenix: 2005

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist
I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist
I was walking with a ghost
I said please, please don't insist

No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost

Out of my mind, out of my mind
(I said please)
Out of my mind, out of my mind
(I said please)

You're out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind
Out of my mind, out of my mind

I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost
I was walking with a ghost


92.Living Room Live At The Phoenix: 2005

My windows look into your living room
Where I spend the afternoon on top of you
I wonder what it is
That I did to make you move in
Across away from me
I hope I never figure out
Who broke your heart
And if I do, if I do
I'd spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
Well I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
My windows look into your bathroom
Where I spend the evening watching
You get yourself clean
And I wonder why it is
That they left this bathroom so unclean
So unlike me
I hope I never figure out
Who broke your heart
And if I do, if I do
I'd spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
I'd spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
If I spend the night then I lose my mind
Well I hope I never figure out
Who broke your heart
And baby if I do
Well I hope I never figure out
Who broke your heart
Baby if I do
Well I'd spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
If I spend the night then I lose my mind
Spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
If I spend the night then I lose my mind
Spend all night losing sleep
I'd spend the night and I'd lose my mind
If I spend the night then I lose my mind


93.You Wouldn't Like Me Live At The Phoenix: 2005

There's a war inside of me
Do I cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song
Do I push it down or let it run me right into the wind
And I- I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome
sound
And you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me
down
Oh I- I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
I- I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me
And don't you worry there's still time
And don't you worry there's still time
There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone
And I wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will
bring you around
I- I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me
I- I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me
So don't you worry there's still time
Don't you worry there's still time
Don't you worry there's still time
Don't you worry there's still time
Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words
I can't say that I'll love you forever
Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words
I won't say that I'll love you forever



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